apple tree

girls, are like apples on trees

the best ones are at the top of the tree.

the boys don't want to reach for the good ones

because they are afraid to falling and getting hurt.

instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground,

that aren't as good, but easy.

so the apples at the top think something is wrong with them,

when in reality, they're amazing.

they just have to wait for the right boy to come along,

the one who's brave enough to climb

all the way to the top of the tree.

:)

there's a somebody, i'm longin' to see

i hope that he, turns out to be

someone who'll watch over me

i'm a little lamb, who's lost in the wood

i know i could always be good

to one who'll watch over me

he may not be the man some

girls think of as handsome

to my heart, he carries the key

wont you tell him please to put on some speed

follow my lead, oh, how i need

someone to watch over me

hahaha

hmm

i'm still not sure about this. but i just can't help it. can't resist, it's just so tempting D: and now it's affecting me. what should i do? i'm afraid to let it grow, but i'm helpless. now it's like a habit to me, something about you is so addictive, and i can't get enough of it. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. everything you do seems so important to me, i want to know more and more each day. this curiosity which i can't handle it, annoyed me everyday. but i'm afraid too much. i think too much. i'm not even sure about myself. this feeling, which i hadn't felt since. i'm afraid of love, obviously. afraid to get hurt again, too fragile. i shouldn't be so coward like this. i know, i'll try.

at least out loud, i wont say i'm in love~

a little bit?

i was kinda hesitant to tell you

should i let you know?

i was never really like this before

need i say more?

or maybe i'm confused when you are near me

i don't know what to do or i should be

there's only one thing in my mind

that's you and me

i'm a little bit of crazy

i'm a little bit of a fool

i'm a little bit of lonely

i'm a little bit of all

oh, i need a cure

just a little bit of you

and i will fall..

haha

the more i see you

the more i want you

somehow this feeling

just grows and grows

with every sigh i become more mad about you

more lost without you

and so it goes

can you imagine

how much i'll love you

the more i see you

as years go by?

i know the only one for me can only be you

my arms wont free you

my ♥ wont try.

i'm not sure about this, but i love this kind of feeling♥

a gap

why its so hard to make you understand? i'm tired. it feels like you and me are frm different planets. so you can't understand what i said.

what is this?

i don't know exactly what is this, but i'm pretty sure it's growing everyday. and i don't even know why, it happened just like that, don't know when and how but it just happened. i feel pretty weird and freaky. is it me the only one who feel this? am i the only person? i can't stay like this everyday. wanting to talk with you about the whole crazy world, but unfortunately i just keep waiting for you to say 'hi'. i didn't expect to be like this, but why i feel butterflies? obviously, we haven't met yet. but why it keeps pounding and pounding everyday and ready to explode? and when we talk, its like unstoppable, weird, but i like it. you always succeed to put a grin on my soggy day. well maybe i was expecting waay too faaaaaar, and i know i'll fall pretty hard sooner or later. i'd keep it for myself, and don't let its roots grow too strong, until i'm sure that it'll grow to be a beautiful one. no i'm not in love. what is love anyway?

i'm in love i guess. wierd one.