a little bit?

i was kinda hesitant to tell you

should i let you know?

i was never really like this before

need i say more?

or maybe i'm confused when you are near me

i don't know what to do or i should be

there's only one thing in my mind

that's you and me

i'm a little bit of crazy

i'm a little bit of a fool

i'm a little bit of lonely

i'm a little bit of all

oh, i need a cure

just a little bit of you

and i will fall..

haha

the more i see you

the more i want you

somehow this feeling

just grows and grows

with every sigh i become more mad about you

more lost without you

and so it goes

can you imagine

how much i'll love you

the more i see you

as years go by?

i know the only one for me can only be you

my arms wont free you

my ♥ wont try.

i'm not sure about this, but i love this kind of feeling♥

a gap

why its so hard to make you understand? i'm tired. it feels like you and me are frm different planets. so you can't understand what i said.

what is this?

i don't know exactly what is this, but i'm pretty sure it's growing everyday. and i don't even know why, it happened just like that, don't know when and how but it just happened. i feel pretty weird and freaky. is it me the only one who feel this? am i the only person? i can't stay like this everyday. wanting to talk with you about the whole crazy world, but unfortunately i just keep waiting for you to say 'hi'. i didn't expect to be like this, but why i feel butterflies? obviously, we haven't met yet. but why it keeps pounding and pounding everyday and ready to explode? and when we talk, its like unstoppable, weird, but i like it. you always succeed to put a grin on my soggy day. well maybe i was expecting waay too faaaaaar, and i know i'll fall pretty hard sooner or later. i'd keep it for myself, and don't let its roots grow too strong, until i'm sure that it'll grow to be a beautiful one. no i'm not in love. what is love anyway?

i'm in love i guess. wierd one.

blue afternoon

wondering why can't i understand you, even a tiny bit.

last frm me to you

yea you!! why in such, you did that? just go go away and live your own selfish shit life!!!! do you even ever THINK about others? no i guess. you think of yourself. do you even know that you HURT many ppl with your shit such an ass behavior? geez man, you should really living your own suck life somewhere out of the earth. you shouldn't be called as human, didn't your mind working? what about your conscience? big no. you just used your instinct just like animals. you'll never have a true friend i guess. just because your handsome, fun to talk with, and clever and whatever, doesn't mean that you can act whatever you want. logicly, you know exactly what is going on with your own friend (since jrhigh), even he's your classmate now. look, your charming-ness is wearing off. dude!! he's acting like you know lah, but you you suddenly do something that really low. i know that the policy its right and what you did its not wrong, but cmon la don't pretend that you don't know. almost everybody can see, and realize. such an friggin scum. you are so unbelievably over the limit man. real topnotch scum.

i apologize for the bad words i use,

this is the last post about 'you know who', :)

xx

unpredictable

woohoo now he is my classmate. why when we already separated we have to spend our school times together?. hahaha i didn't care that much too, no feelings remains, normally i think we're friends. enemy? which one didn't care. for now on, i focus my mind on education, well i'd change something for my own good eh? hehehe. i know God has some big happy plans for me, that's why life is unpredictable :3 xx

unyil, reminds me of someone. i guess.