what is this?

i don't know exactly what is this, but i'm pretty sure it's growing everyday. and i don't even know why, it happened just like that, don't know when and how but it just happened. i feel pretty weird and freaky. is it me the only one who feel this? am i the only person? i can't stay like this everyday. wanting to talk with you about the whole crazy world, but unfortunately i just keep waiting for you to say 'hi'. i didn't expect to be like this, but why i feel butterflies? obviously, we haven't met yet. but why it keeps pounding and pounding everyday and ready to explode? and when we talk, its like unstoppable, weird, but i like it. you always succeed to put a grin on my soggy day. well maybe i was expecting waay too faaaaaar, and i know i'll fall pretty hard sooner or later. i'd keep it for myself, and don't let its roots grow too strong, until i'm sure that it'll grow to be a beautiful one. no i'm not in love. what is love anyway?

i'm in love i guess. wierd one.