Tuesday, February 23

king of the ass

DON'T YOU KNOW, WHO YOU'RE PLAYING WITH? such a scumbag, lower than any creature in this world. don't ever think that i'm lulled by your JUNK FLIRT, obviously, it such a joke for me, unfortunately its not making me laugh, its making me poop. get lost jackass, try to find somebody else to play with. take your friend and play somewhere else, shit! you're such a waste. you're not the only man in the world, HELL-NO. so don't act like one!!! i'm so freaking sick of you. shouldn't write this haha sorry for those badwords :( have a great day ppl ;) xx

Saturday, February 20

i know the answer

here it goes, remember the last post? about fishy? yeah i got it. you are starving, but if that fish can kill you, and make you more suffering, mannnn are you crazy? making yourself ill and hurt? that's one insanity dudee lol, yeah just ignore it don't pull your rod, ignore it even the fish looks tasty, IGNORE IT. do i have to say it again? IGNORE IT, IGNORE, IGNORE! hahahahahahahahahaha. y'knw wht? even though heart is more important than pride, but if its because you stand up for your heart, then you'll loose your pride and it ends by another heartache, mannn i don't think i'll take that way. hahaha i don't deserve to be treated like that (AGAIN). and yeah we are humans right? we are smarter than donkeys so we don't fall on the same hole twice!! SO YEAH Addio vecchio amante! HAHAHA. xx


you are freaking flirty and i'm sick of it, seeking for the new one here :P
P.S i'm a hot guy seeker LMAO i was joking hahahaaa

Friday, February 19

fishyyy

somewhere at the sea, in the condition that you haven't got any food and the only way to get food its to fish, and when you are starving, there's a fish come near to your bait and wanted itself to get caught. will you pull up your hook, or just ignore it? when you know some ppl said that this kind of fish isn't very tasty and it can makes you ill in someway but they never taste it or catch one too. remember again your stomach is growling hahahahaha. what'll you do? tell me the answer, i was just wondering hehehe :P au revoir! xx



this isn't my plan. don't hve any idea how to face it lol.

Sunday, February 14

14th february♥

HAPPY VALENTINE & GONG XI FAT COI EVERYONE !!


spread your love to everyone !! don't forget to ask for angpao hahaha i was joking :P. so this Sunday big events got together, red red everywhere, chocolates, and chinese writing, ooh ad tiger everywhere (its a tiger year) haha. but i just not that exited about it even i'm chinese, hahaha. it just feel like an ordinary sunday (?). is it because of i can't celebrate valentines day without a lover? no that's not it, but yea its one of the reason why (huehehek). my heart? it beats like normal duh. oh you mean my other ' heart ' ? haha what its empty hahaha, going to wait someone to fill it HAHAHAHAHA well take it easy peasy, i mean it'll come by itself right? hehehee . everything have its own positive and negative hahaha (just like someone always says to me). i didn't expect for a lot angpaos too, hahaha (really its different from last year chinese new year), maybe it because i have a trigonometry test tomorrow? haha yeaa a bit. but mostly i .. lalalalala whatever hahaha. wanna eat a homemade sunday on sunday noon and play fishafish! woohooo :9 fish a fish its on facebook, try here its fun!! :D hahahahaaa, see yaa ;) xx



have a great sunday, valentines day, chinese new year celebration day ! :):):)

Thursday, February 11

february

its february already, 3days to valentine and chinese new year! but i'm not that exited. just about 2months ago, i met opa (my grandma's bro) he told me about his grandson at bandung that really love magic tricks and soccer. remember when he watched soccer at the tv until he fell asleep that that chair, and when he took a picture of my lil sist. it felt it just like yesterday, but now he's already with God. he got this disease and get hospitalized. i haven't see him again after last 2months. man, he's seems really good and healthy in last december but who ever knows God plans?. yesterday God called my senior on grade 11 too, she was fighting super triple very good against her disease, but God knows the best, and i know He will take care of her. i felt like time went so fast, like i was missing something, and don't know anything bout it, till i heard they already gone. everything have their own limit, we don't know about our limit, but we know He always have the wonderful plans for His sons and daughters. so try to do the best for everyone, before we reach the limit. and try to be a good to everyone, before they gone away :') really valuable lesson to learn. remember to respect everyone esspecially people that older from us (parents, teacher, grandparents, uncle, aunt, dll) EVERYONE!!

rest in peace opa maks,
rest in peace kak vania,
be happy there :').

may God give them strength and sukacita, pengharapan for those who grieve :)
Gbu, xx

Saturday, February 6

you can called it unfortunate

this is called an-so-oh-unlucky-day. today i was planning to go to oline's new house blessing, so then my mom said i'd brought my phone to school to tell her so she wont worry. there i was arrive at school, a bit late, and ooh there's no electricity because the lightning struck our electric relay station (gardu listrik) but luckily the water went on :) as the story goes (hehe) some teacher as we know that he was the sweeping teacher (sir rolly) and something felt didn't good. yep sweeping for things that have nothing to do with schools. oh man i was really shock -_____- yep they confiscated my phone. ohhhhhhhh no phone till june, only got the simcard, memory card, and the battery. MAN HOW CAN YOU LIVE WITHOUT A PHONE? (HAHAHA i was joking) hahahha. oh ya they almost confiscated my flashdisk, luckily not HAHA.some of my friends got confiscated too, like their headphone, cellphone, magazines (puhlease?), novels (DUH?), cd(s), psp and so on. erghhhhh, but it'd be the right chance to ask dad for a new phone? hahaahahaha but ya what i want it cost a bit too high for my parents, huhuhuhu. doesn't matter to me hoho. so i realized even the teachers have that kind a senior-junior thing yknow? ergh i'm a bit annoyed ya with their attitude. if you're a senior, higher, and know better, you'd be a GOOD example, act nice, aren't you have a heart? you started from the 0 too, you'd act better than that. and what's wrong with act like that? puhlease -.- oooh and anw congratulation for olineb with her new house ! Gbu :) learnt my lesson today, follow the regulation or else you get sucked haha. ugh yea wish mom and dad would buy me that phone ehehehehe. have a nice weekend!!! (how could you have a nice weekend without any phone? lmao nevermind.) adieu!, xx :)

i miss my old bangs, and feby utari :)

Tuesday, February 2

things

allĂ´! ahhh honey star and milk are very tasty for an afternoon snack :9 i just ate that, because i was hungry lol, but ramen is good also (though its not healthy) hehehee. don't you feel that these days skies turn to dark faster than usual? i just got home like 5p.m (i wasn't see the clock) then i was thinking for a jog in 15mnts just for relax my muscles and my mind, but i got thought that it was already 6p.m because can't see the sun, i thought it was already set. hm maybe it because the weather is cloudy, so that's why aaahaha xD. school? hm school was fine. no more moans about assignments and homework (iguess) maybe it because i'm getting used to it (DUHH -_-) hahahahaha. uuh just found another dead mouse, huahahaha (lagian sih macem2 ckck) hahaha. mom has no mercy to a mouse, she just give a poison and food. really really cruel, that poison make the mouse blind slowly, so it'll search sunlight to see. and because it stay too long in the sunlight it'll die. ew really inhuman right? the poison called dora wkwkwkwkwk. poor mouse ckck. so don't even try to be a mouse, lol (what the heck am i saying? ckck). must shower now wkwk, always enjoy your life dudeeee, you wont regret it hahahaaa! au revoir! xx


'hoping that what i just heard about you it was true, was it?
was it true you said that?' my curiosity