hmm

i'm still not sure about this. but i just can't help it. can't resist, it's just so tempting D: and now it's affecting me. what should i do? i'm afraid to let it grow, but i'm helpless. now it's like a habit to me, something about you is so addictive, and i can't get enough of it. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. everything you do seems so important to me, i want to know more and more each day. this curiosity which i can't handle it, annoyed me everyday. but i'm afraid too much. i think too much. i'm not even sure about myself. this feeling, which i hadn't felt since. i'm afraid of love, obviously. afraid to get hurt again, too fragile. i shouldn't be so coward like this. i know, i'll try.

at least out loud, i wont say i'm in love~