:)

today i just realize, that happiness will come up if you have the thought of it :) no more pessimist, it'll ruined your day, or your whole life. dude life only once, and days go on without waiting, we can't even turn back the time. so don't waste your life just for something that worth awhile. fill it with lots of things to learn, don't forget about happiness and smile :) fill your days with a laugh/smile, one laugh/smile (and a positive thoughts) will make a big difference in your life trust me!! heehe. i know life's hard, and it wont smooth like a silk. it'll rough as the relief of the earth haha. but its the thing that made our life worth. i mean, can you imagine life's without any problems? it'll be so darn boring isn't it? hahaa. so if you got some complicated problems, be grateful then hahaha and ask God help if you can't solve it, i'm really sure He helps you :D uh i just ate ramen this time it's not as spicy as the 'spicy mushroom' or the 'kimchi flavor'. its beef blabla (forgot the name on the pack) huehehehehe, but it tasted good. oh belly you should be happy today ahaha. oooohhhhh ramen is always suits the best for my belly nyam nyam (but not the really hot spicy one khukhuk~ belly will get a tummyache wkkwwk). eww i'm sleepy now, should i get some nap? or just take a shower? whichever dehhh hahaha. adios! xx

a smile can bring a BIG difference!

:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

HOW MANY SMILES ARE THEY? HAHAHAA~

simple

today, i realize. that everything is easy, if you try it hardly :) today i saw my sister learning how to write suku kata (what is that in english anw? ooh syllable haha) ba be bi bo bu, ha he hi ho hu, and so on. so in her school there's a metod that the student have to write what the teacher said (mendikte, ngerti kan?) haha. so after she finished her lesson, my mom ngediktein suku katanya and she must write the right suku kata. ba be bi bo bu, she doesn't know how to write it LOL, even it just the vocal characters (a,e,i,o,u) thats different, some people in my house already frustrated to teach her, but not my mom hahaha. oh cmon she's learning here from 0 to WAO man i realized its hard for lil kids to learn ABC to write, and read just like us. and i remember how my mom's strugle to teach me, my bro, and now my sist. a big thanks for mom :) never ever think that your mom doesn't care about you, here deep in their mind&heart she thinks of you (each one of her children), what are your likes, how to make you (all) happy, actually she just want a good talk with you, she just want to know if her children is okay, is happy, is fine. and if you have a problem just tell her, she'll listen (a mother always listen her child?). well not even mother la, father too. so people that addicted to online (um include here ! me ! haha) think of it again. which one do you pick? talking to a stranger, a friend, BY A MEDIA (maybe she or he can't keep their mouth shut). or your own parents? (that you know they will never spread out your secrets ! ;)

show some respect to your parents :D they'll happy and proud no matter what you'll be what you are :) going to get my beauty sleep now, adieu ! xx

iloveyou mom, dad, bro, sist, grandma :) saranghaeo !!

huh? oh

dor!. hahaha, this week i really felt its dang hard (super assignments, homeworks, test, popquizzes OHMYYYYY). yep i think i failed on my bahasa indonesia test, isn't it silly? my own national language gitooh, tolong deh ya gue xP. ngahahahaha, its because well i was a lil bit lazy to read the notes frm the teacher, its called macam ragam bahasa or smthing called like that haha. yaa i've learnt my lesson, regrets always come after it happens, yep? haha no more lazy, its a test dude. and we're on the secnd semester right nw, must get more good score to get into science major :D ohoho. ahh so today the conditioner + my own massage on my head did a great work to shooo away the stressed, HAAHAHA now i'm feeling much much more better yiiihaaaaaa :D. got some tips for you who get stressed, or depressed, just treated yourself with a good massage (on your head or foot or a body massage whichever you liked most haha) and a have warm shower!! :) don't forgot to listen to some songs that you liked :D (happy song dong yaa) haha and you need happythoughts, forgot those annoying gloomy sad worry thoughts, k? :). well it works on me, hope it works on you too ;) gtg nw, have to study chemistry fr tmrrw's quiz. wish me luck ppl, have a nice day don't get yourself stressed too much :D:D xx

i kind a missed my bangs, when they're down hhe :P

:S

tired, lack of energy, then sick. HA hello fever, its like the worst thing happened to me. felt like so cold, but actually your temperature isn't normal (over 37degree) eek i never ever everr want to had a fever like that anymore (whoever wants? silly). ooh, beside fever i got a sore throat, ew now its very difficult for me to swallow cause its hurt, dammit -.- happily now i've already recovered from fever (WOOOOOOOYEAAAAAAAAAH), but not from the sore throat ughhhhuhuhuu. the weather in jakarta is so unstable, in the morning its so hot, but noon, night its so cold, so dad said i have to eat more (to avoid sickness) although it's hard for me to swallow huhuhu :( ooh, i must study biology fr the test tomorrow. MUSHROOM OH MUSHROOM :S

wish me luck ;) adieu, xx

enjoy !

howdy ppl ;) back to normal life here with assignments, homeworks, pop-quizzes, tests (soon). ooh ya i'm describing a school-life. OH OH OH give me some time to relax, stop pushing us !! its been a week since school started, and we've already got pop-quizzes, homeworks, assignments, ohhhhhhhh T,T for me now its no time for playing around. so today, i talk with a friend from tbi, he's already on university semester 2 haha. and i told him about my HELL-O school life hahaha, and he laugh. he said; i'd enjoy it, because its more more moree easier than when i'm in university he said. maybe he's right, i mean now its only the beginning, beginning that have a successful ending :) (hopefully) so ya he makes me realize that now i'd enjoy my life as a highschool-girl, so it feels more easier i think :) positive thinking that's what i needed right now (forget her, forget him, forget them, forget all about my problemos, forget their trash talks, their frickin EW acts, let me enjoy my life, this is my life you can't control it. GET LOST! hahahaha) :D its sooooooooo fun to talked with him, hahahaha xD. ooh its late, hav to go to sleep, got school tomorrow :) cya , xx

HAHAHAHAHA

heeey y'all :) did i mention that you should search a gift for my birthday? HAHAHAHA kidding :P. yep its today, hip hip huraaay xDD, yes i did turn to sixteen today huahahahahaha :D (i know i know i'm older than the look ckck wkwk :P). so this year, some ppl forget that today is my birthday :( huhu. at school especially TODAY, i was really lonely huhuhuhu, feby and dance IGNORED me, how sad? HAHAHA. then, there's a note from agent #007 ?!?! (NGAHAHAHAHAHAHAK), it tells about some mission i've to accomplish (thanks for the mission guys haha), the mission is : "I CAN'T TALK TO FEBY, DANCE FOR A WHOLE DAY OR ELSE I'LL SCREW MY DAY". i was like "HAHAHAHAHA WHAT IS THIS?" and their faces looks like 'that' and ignored me. at first i was okay and trying to teased them, so i come to feby and start to talk with her (on purpose haha), she answered my question very shortly (but i knew it she couldn't resist that she want to laugh her ass off hahahh), then i started to have a conversation with dance but he just ignore me with 'that' face ckckck. when the bells are ringing its break time, and nadia is just like that too (let me tell ya she a great actor, really looked like she pissed-off) hahaha, then i was really really keseeeeeeeeeeeeeeel upset with them, the whole day i was alone (not really), my (close) friends ignoring me :(((. so as the story goes, in the end, when i finished cidea lesson, they surprisingly showed up infront of me singing happy birthday, i was shocked and surprised :"") , i was veryveryveryvery happyyyyyyyyy HAHAHAHAHAHAHA (thankyouu so muchhh, y'all really making it unordinary every year hahaha, great job guys y'all succeed this time wkwk xD). And a very very much thaaaaankssssssssssssss to my family :), without them i wouldnt be this happy hehehehehehehehe. but sadly, my brother has already went back to bandung (due to his some kind of final test at his university), he haven't say happy birthday to me yett :(. hahahaha, so today is my very first birthday without my bro ckck :( but he's coming back on saturday, i guess its fine then hahahahaha :P, ooh and for everyoneee heheeeee :

A VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCH THANKYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU TO YOUU ALL HEHEHEHEHEEEEE :D

hahaha thanks for the presents, the surprise, and the good wishes, Gbu too xD

yeyeyee what happy day (not really, cause i have chemistry popquiz tmrrw buhuhuhuhuhuu) gtg now hahahahaha xDD

xx

look at the bright side, where?

its been 4 days from the new year, and its my first day of school hip hip huraaay :D hahahahaha, so everything goes back to normal, every subjects keep moving on, entering the new chapter for the second semester and guess what?, i'm the new secretary of the class(-XC) now hahahahahahaha :P. ooh ya and today there's a sweeping hair for girls and boys. and my hair, i mean my bangs, ya i knew it they'll call me out -___-, i'm afraid they'll cut it nonooooooooooooooo :( but they didn't haha thankGod, they just tell us to be more tidy (means that there's no hair on your forehead actually that's what our suster wants -.-) so yep i clip my bangs up. and for the boys i think some of them had cut by teachers, and some of them got a cut from a barber shop (my school call the person from barber shop/salloon to cut their hair) i think ckck. and just realize in 2010 i started with a bad thing, i have to be more tidy, remember that i got a C for my tidiness? i know i know -____-. ooh ya my life as a fifteen-years-old-girl soon will be over, well i'm going to sixteen soon yipeeeeee, well that's not a bad thing at all :) haha getting old on this body, thankGod i've this kind a babyface *some ppl said that* HAHAHAHA you can puke if you want xDD i was joking hahaahahahahahaaaa. yes i've learnt my lesson today, BE MORE TIDY and TRY TO LISTEN WHAT MY TEACHER SAID :D, so gtg, have some lessons to catch english lesson wkwkwk at tbi. see ya xx

first blog in 2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 EVERYONE ! i know i know i already said that yesterday, hehehehehe. lets start the year with a new spirit, new happy face, new life, start again from the begining, new hope, have a better life ppl :D

ohhhh yes i should remind you all to start searching a present for my birthday hehe, :( in just 5 more days i'm getting older nononononono T,T haha, trying to be more mature here (trying, its on progress hahaha). oh yea right, school is soon going to start, on monday, wtf? 10DAYS for christmas and new year holiday? right on sanur haha -_____________-. geez i better get going, enjoying my last days of holiday with a bananasplit homemade muahahahahaha :9. see ya hahahahaha xx